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Been feeling like a ghost the last couple of days, I'm haunting instead of living in the World. The way I feel is so hollow to the point of being non-physical that most probably wouldn't see me. Not making me depressed but it is a little odd experiencing it - started wondering late last night for a few minutes if it went any further could I put my hand through the wall. This all came about because of some personal relationship business and trying to keep on a even keel instead of going into seriously negative emotions - won't deny the negative but can't let it into the driver's seat either. Being a typical Cancer (Cancer motto - "I Feel") I sometimes use emotions instead of the brain to think with which is not a good thing to do!!! Gut instinct is NEVER wrong and I can't hear it if it's getting drowned out - which is what happens when extreme emotions come into play. The brain isn't always gaga about going along with and may even fight gut instinct when it goes against what the brain thinks should be done - but the brain can be reasoned with because gut instinct is NEVER wrong and the brain is logical to know that, although it will try to sometimes push with its decision because it also knows its the "Master Organ" and thinks it knows best even when it doesn't.

Emotions however, should be used as guides but never to think with - too many people (myself included) have let their emotions do the thinking and that leads to trouble of some sort. Not saying people should keep them strictly controled like Vulcans, but don't let them take you over either.

Feel much more solid today - probably because I've 1)gotten on a even emotional keel and 2) have decided it's high time to try and get in touch with myself - went and placed an order for a scrying mirror. Pyramid Collection - http://www.pyramidcollection.com/ - is currently out of them but got the mirrors on back-order so I have to wait awhile but I plan to be doing something constructive which is getting enough proper sleep and hopefully get lucid dreamings.

Now it's time for a quiz -

This describes me pretty well -


What Flavour Are You? I taste like Bread.I taste like Bread.


I am a staple in almost everyone's diet. Friends like me are a complement to any other friends I get on with almost everyone, remaining mostly in the background, but providing substance when it would otherwise be lacking. What Flavour Are You?


And if I wasn't "Bread" -

Yet another surprise here since this is how I feel about meat -


What Flavour Are You? I taste like Beef.I taste like Beef.


I taste like beef. I'm probably made of beef. You are what you eat, they say, and if the title didn't mean something else, I would be a beefeater. I think red meat is good for you. Puts hair on your chest. What Flavour Are You?

MmMm

Date: Feb. 23rd, 2003 07:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] of-salfarro.livejournal.com
Beef and bread. Two favorites.. especially when combined as beef stew and bread. And if that is your flavor... don`t ever let me know where you live! *blaaarrrggggjhhh foood!!*