From silly ramble to personal message:)
Mar. 11th, 2003 08:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zimon66Yep, the EVIL toolbar is most certainly GONE!!!
It pays to eat Pop-tarts while waging online war with spyware:)
*note to self - you're publicly thanking Pop-tarts for putting a stop to a pop-up - going to bed at 2AM last night is not helping you look good here*
In other news - my joy at defeating i-look has been dampened some by finding out something completely different today. Sooner or later, I'm going to cross paths with a ghost from my past, or rather a guy who's a psychic leech in my book.
Long story short - the dude was VERY involved for only a month with this gal and I guess he didn't want to be with her anymore so instead of doing the right thing here comes me.
Looking back on it, I think he may have used me somehow as an excuse to break it off with her - plus I had a car and he didn't - also he one of those guys that likes getting female attention.
I was lead on (boy, if you saw this guy's eyes and the way he could look at you.......amazing!!!) hurt VERY badly and it took quite a bit of my personal power to break his spell.
Well, the spell is still VERY much broken and I have no fear of facing him, it's just that I don't want to go along with him and pretend that everything was swell between us in the past.
Didn't think he was around in Reno anymore until today - *grumble* - Zimon will be civil to Rob but she sure as hell won't be friends with the guy much less talk to him any more than need be.
That's going to KILL him, a female that WON'T pay little if any attention to him and isn't impressed by his being a good-looking DJ with a certain amount of fame.
HeHeHe - it's good to be me and NOT somebody's toy - I've done quite a bit of changing inside over the years - that jazz about needing to be paired-up like Noah's Ark in order to be happy is a crock!!! Only one person can make you whole and that is yourself not somebody else!!! Once I realized that, I was happy - no more having to play games I never enjoyed, no more having to be somebody I wasn't. Yes, the recent jazz involving the Kitsune makes me look like I'm talking out of both sides of the mouth here, but that was something I had to do, it was something important that had to be done - can't put it into words, but gut instinct and Higher Forces were putting out the message to go with it and see it through. I did, learned important things and maybe finally broke the cycle/curse that kept repeating itself.
So here I am, still whole and much the wiser and richer for it:)
Rob's loss, Kitsune's loss, but not mine:)
It pays to eat Pop-tarts while waging online war with spyware:)
*note to self - you're publicly thanking Pop-tarts for putting a stop to a pop-up - going to bed at 2AM last night is not helping you look good here*
In other news - my joy at defeating i-look has been dampened some by finding out something completely different today. Sooner or later, I'm going to cross paths with a ghost from my past, or rather a guy who's a psychic leech in my book.
Long story short - the dude was VERY involved for only a month with this gal and I guess he didn't want to be with her anymore so instead of doing the right thing here comes me.
Looking back on it, I think he may have used me somehow as an excuse to break it off with her - plus I had a car and he didn't - also he one of those guys that likes getting female attention.
I was lead on (boy, if you saw this guy's eyes and the way he could look at you.......amazing!!!) hurt VERY badly and it took quite a bit of my personal power to break his spell.
Well, the spell is still VERY much broken and I have no fear of facing him, it's just that I don't want to go along with him and pretend that everything was swell between us in the past.
Didn't think he was around in Reno anymore until today - *grumble* - Zimon will be civil to Rob but she sure as hell won't be friends with the guy much less talk to him any more than need be.
That's going to KILL him, a female that WON'T pay little if any attention to him and isn't impressed by his being a good-looking DJ with a certain amount of fame.
HeHeHe - it's good to be me and NOT somebody's toy - I've done quite a bit of changing inside over the years - that jazz about needing to be paired-up like Noah's Ark in order to be happy is a crock!!! Only one person can make you whole and that is yourself not somebody else!!! Once I realized that, I was happy - no more having to play games I never enjoyed, no more having to be somebody I wasn't. Yes, the recent jazz involving the Kitsune makes me look like I'm talking out of both sides of the mouth here, but that was something I had to do, it was something important that had to be done - can't put it into words, but gut instinct and Higher Forces were putting out the message to go with it and see it through. I did, learned important things and maybe finally broke the cycle/curse that kept repeating itself.
So here I am, still whole and much the wiser and richer for it:)
Rob's loss, Kitsune's loss, but not mine:)
