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zimon66Basically, that's how kitsune more or less makes me feel - been dealing with this off and on for so long. Right now, I want it over and done with between us.
Sent off an email about how it all makes me feel, they way he's so damn flip with my feelings - I don't expect a reply back. He does that, leaves me hanging unless I say something - not going to this time, why should I? I don't matter to him at all.
Know all too well what I was getting into, thought I could handle it - he doesn't feel the same way about me as I do him, really thought I could handle it - I've got enough love for the both of us so it'll be OK - it's not OK, it's never been OK.
Can't do the happiness sacrifice jazz without being a martyr, thought I could but I can't it's too hard.
Coming off like some sort of psycho bitch - I'm not. It's rare that I'll let anybody get close, that'll I open up and trust.
Shouldn't have done it with him - all I got was scars.
Funny thing is, I could easily get a guy, but I don't want just any guy - which is why I haven't dated for a long time and am still single at my age.
I'll get over this, made of strong stuff - may hurt for a long while but it won't kill me.
Sent off an email about how it all makes me feel, they way he's so damn flip with my feelings - I don't expect a reply back. He does that, leaves me hanging unless I say something - not going to this time, why should I? I don't matter to him at all.
Know all too well what I was getting into, thought I could handle it - he doesn't feel the same way about me as I do him, really thought I could handle it - I've got enough love for the both of us so it'll be OK - it's not OK, it's never been OK.
Can't do the happiness sacrifice jazz without being a martyr, thought I could but I can't it's too hard.
Coming off like some sort of psycho bitch - I'm not. It's rare that I'll let anybody get close, that'll I open up and trust.
Shouldn't have done it with him - all I got was scars.
Funny thing is, I could easily get a guy, but I don't want just any guy - which is why I haven't dated for a long time and am still single at my age.
I'll get over this, made of strong stuff - may hurt for a long while but it won't kill me.
