When it rains it pours bloody hell
Nov. 7th, 2002 10:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zimon66A storm came into the area and since I've been home (about 4 hours now) after a FUN ride on the I-80 with high winds, the power has gone off briefly 6 times with some flickering inbetween the last power outage. It was right before that last outage I had ALMOST finished typing up an entry in here *grumble*
A co-worker who lost a lung awhile back thanx to smoking, went back in to have a large brain tumor dealt with. It's cancer - not surprising considering what happened with his lung. To be honest, I'm not really all that sad about it, but that's because I usually make a point of not getting close to most people. So the "distance factor" is working in my favor.
Wish I hadn't gotten close to the kitsune. There's a far worse storm raging inside than there is outside. I did try to patch things up (Vulcans have the right idea about dealing with emotions, wish I was one) but haven't gotten a reply back as of yet. I'm the sort that likes things resolved, plus being a Cancer doesn't help matters much - Cancer motto "I feel". I'm feeling all right, rollercoaster of emotions for most of the 48 hours. Right now, not feeling anything - ugh, spoke too soon, goose walked over my grave.
Pretty much told him how I feel, except for one thing - have hinted around enough that Helen Keller could easily read it, but the way some people are, has to be that dreaded "L" word used to make it come full-blown right out into the open. Until that one word Hallmark Curse is used, a person can very easily ignore anything else used that COULD mean it.
Dunno if I could say it to him, might freak him out BAD or worse. This whole thing is an online deal that's been going on for over a year, we've never met in person (live in seperate states) - so why should I care about a guy that hasn't been seen in the flesh? Because Fate has a weird sense of humor when it comes to me and guys.
At the moment, going to wait and see what if anything happens.
A co-worker who lost a lung awhile back thanx to smoking, went back in to have a large brain tumor dealt with. It's cancer - not surprising considering what happened with his lung. To be honest, I'm not really all that sad about it, but that's because I usually make a point of not getting close to most people. So the "distance factor" is working in my favor.
Wish I hadn't gotten close to the kitsune. There's a far worse storm raging inside than there is outside. I did try to patch things up (Vulcans have the right idea about dealing with emotions, wish I was one) but haven't gotten a reply back as of yet. I'm the sort that likes things resolved, plus being a Cancer doesn't help matters much - Cancer motto "I feel". I'm feeling all right, rollercoaster of emotions for most of the 48 hours. Right now, not feeling anything - ugh, spoke too soon, goose walked over my grave.
Pretty much told him how I feel, except for one thing - have hinted around enough that Helen Keller could easily read it, but the way some people are, has to be that dreaded "L" word used to make it come full-blown right out into the open. Until that one word Hallmark Curse is used, a person can very easily ignore anything else used that COULD mean it.
Dunno if I could say it to him, might freak him out BAD or worse. This whole thing is an online deal that's been going on for over a year, we've never met in person (live in seperate states) - so why should I care about a guy that hasn't been seen in the flesh? Because Fate has a weird sense of humor when it comes to me and guys.
At the moment, going to wait and see what if anything happens.
