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Nov. 19th, 2002 11:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zimon66Last night, after eating a Double Quater Pounder with cheese and a big order of fries in front of the tube, decided to stay and watch TV for awhile then go online.
HUGE MISTAKE!!!!
Nodded off in the middle of a "Law&Order" rerun, woke-up briefly to notice that another episode of "Law&Order" was on, nodded back off, waking up long enough to turn channel over to a new episode of "American Justice" then back asleep, woke to something about the fingerprints taken at that time and re-examined today something wasn't right with them something something.........managed to get off of couch in haze and go online.
The downside of my unexpected nap meant I was WIDE AWAKE for the rest of the night. Felt fine for most of the day until the last few hours of work, lack of sleep means being hyper sensitive. Was getting so aggitated, nerves were fraying - cheese grater rubbed on them.
Got home, went online - or rather attempted to go online - the connection wouldn't stay hooked. Had a nice long heavy use of F**K screamfest at the computer, particuarly when I was trying to read email kitsune sent. After all that fun, was in a FOUL mood when I FINALLY read his cheery little reply - how I wanted to put my fist thru the moniter. There is nothing worse than being in that state of mind and along comes a bloody CareBear!!!
My reply back wasn't too bad, wasn't too nice either - hell, let him think of me as Sybil. Turn about is fair play since I more or less accussed him of the same thing. That fox brings out a wild assortment of feelings out in me and it doesn't help when I think I got things figured out and BAM!!! Curve-ball out of left-field - just can't figure him out sometimes, he won't be pegged, psychology fails me on numerous occasions - I'm not a loon, usually don't act this way, and yet he gets under my skin. Gods only know the hell I've put him thru at times.
Fate, could you stop screwing with me and try putting us on the same wave length so we're not putting a cat into the others brain - thank you.
I've calmed down a lot since all the jazz earlier - now, am thinking/wishing how much I want to get in touch with what's deep inside - to be out of the cage and free. It's the Were that's making itself felt. Tried bringing the others up, but are staying in the background.
"On daze, like this
In times like these
I feel an animal deep inside"
HUGE MISTAKE!!!!
Nodded off in the middle of a "Law&Order" rerun, woke-up briefly to notice that another episode of "Law&Order" was on, nodded back off, waking up long enough to turn channel over to a new episode of "American Justice" then back asleep, woke to something about the fingerprints taken at that time and re-examined today something wasn't right with them something something.........managed to get off of couch in haze and go online.
The downside of my unexpected nap meant I was WIDE AWAKE for the rest of the night. Felt fine for most of the day until the last few hours of work, lack of sleep means being hyper sensitive. Was getting so aggitated, nerves were fraying - cheese grater rubbed on them.
Got home, went online - or rather attempted to go online - the connection wouldn't stay hooked. Had a nice long heavy use of F**K screamfest at the computer, particuarly when I was trying to read email kitsune sent. After all that fun, was in a FOUL mood when I FINALLY read his cheery little reply - how I wanted to put my fist thru the moniter. There is nothing worse than being in that state of mind and along comes a bloody CareBear!!!
My reply back wasn't too bad, wasn't too nice either - hell, let him think of me as Sybil. Turn about is fair play since I more or less accussed him of the same thing. That fox brings out a wild assortment of feelings out in me and it doesn't help when I think I got things figured out and BAM!!! Curve-ball out of left-field - just can't figure him out sometimes, he won't be pegged, psychology fails me on numerous occasions - I'm not a loon, usually don't act this way, and yet he gets under my skin. Gods only know the hell I've put him thru at times.
Fate, could you stop screwing with me and try putting us on the same wave length so we're not putting a cat into the others brain - thank you.
I've calmed down a lot since all the jazz earlier - now, am thinking/wishing how much I want to get in touch with what's deep inside - to be out of the cage and free. It's the Were that's making itself felt. Tried bringing the others up, but are staying in the background.
"On daze, like this
In times like these
I feel an animal deep inside"
