Everything's fine now.
Feb. 5th, 2003 10:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zimon66It was lack of sleep that caused yesterday's brief emotional outburst - usually I don't "open up" publicly like that and instead keep those sort of feelings to myself, but was really frazzled and it sorta of slipped out.
One of the bugaboos picking away at me yesterday had to do with having a chance at a social life outside of the computer. Basically it was a fear of for whatever reason getting rejected when I finally meet with some of the local Goths.
So far, haven't been able to go to the weekly meets at a coffee place due to work. Won't be until the end of the month that I can go to the coffee meet thanx to a rotating weekday off, which kinda sucks because would like to do it sooner. The only other option is maybe meeting one or two folk on one of my weekday's off for lunch or something before then. My sister and brother-in-law both have birthdays coming up in early March so I'm thinking of going to Boarders and looking at dvds as gifts - considering the 20th as the morning shopping day, guess I'll ask on the local message board if anybody would like to meet me there and hang out for awhile.
One of the bugaboos picking away at me yesterday had to do with having a chance at a social life outside of the computer. Basically it was a fear of for whatever reason getting rejected when I finally meet with some of the local Goths.
So far, haven't been able to go to the weekly meets at a coffee place due to work. Won't be until the end of the month that I can go to the coffee meet thanx to a rotating weekday off, which kinda sucks because would like to do it sooner. The only other option is maybe meeting one or two folk on one of my weekday's off for lunch or something before then. My sister and brother-in-law both have birthdays coming up in early March so I'm thinking of going to Boarders and looking at dvds as gifts - considering the 20th as the morning shopping day, guess I'll ask on the local message board if anybody would like to meet me there and hang out for awhile.
