Beloved Fox
Mar. 22nd, 2003 01:52 amAlthough I haven't heard from him directly, I know Kitsune is in trouble and hurting - but I can't help him, have to stay at a distance.
Want so badly to talk to him - but right now I can't. Love him very much and wish there was a way I could take It and show him, but how with something that's intangible? I wish he would/could hear me.
I poured my heart and soul into that last email - and no response, no idea if he got it and or read. I blame the little tramp he's gotten mix-uped with for the last few months for that - she's one of those vapid, needy, concited pretty girls that use their looks to twist guys around their little finger. She's done that to him, nevermind how I know, but she's so thoughly screwed with his thinking that he's acting like her damn (and desperate for her attention) lapdog - he's making a complete fool out of himself for this stupid little nasty whore that's currently hurting him.
So I have to, in spite of feeling his hurt, stay away form him for now - to try and approach now is a BIG mistake, he won't respond to me.
I know, said I was leaving his Life, but due to not getting a response to that last email I sent did a slow cut-off instead of a quick one and as a result.......well read the above.
His Birthday is coming up on April 2 - originally I canceled the order for a gift but due to recent events, I went and sent him something. Because he hasn't heard from me at all since the last email, it'll be a surprise - more than likely he probably thinks (IF he thinks of me at all) I forget it and or am gone.
I put on the card to please email me and that I was still waiting and hoping to hear from him.
He knows I have a LJ, wish he would read it.
That little bitch is just using him for her own means - doesn't love him, she never did but I'm sure she's told/lied to him that she does, fucking little whore!!!
If only he and I lived in the same area, hell the same timezone - I wish he would/could hear me.
Took this quiz - oh the irony of what I got -

Congratulations! You're a kitsune baby!!! Wily,
cunning, seductive, vampiric, femenine, and
possibly gay (yay!)... There are a thousand
adjectives we could use to describe this
sexy/furry critter. Kitsune are some of the
more powerful spirits out there, and you're one
of 'em! (At least figuratively). These
shapeshifting spirits love to cast illusions on
weary humans and love seducing those big burly
samurai and emperors into doing whatever it is
they want. Go you!
What Japanese Creature are you?
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Want so badly to talk to him - but right now I can't. Love him very much and wish there was a way I could take It and show him, but how with something that's intangible? I wish he would/could hear me.
I poured my heart and soul into that last email - and no response, no idea if he got it and or read. I blame the little tramp he's gotten mix-uped with for the last few months for that - she's one of those vapid, needy, concited pretty girls that use their looks to twist guys around their little finger. She's done that to him, nevermind how I know, but she's so thoughly screwed with his thinking that he's acting like her damn (and desperate for her attention) lapdog - he's making a complete fool out of himself for this stupid little nasty whore that's currently hurting him.
So I have to, in spite of feeling his hurt, stay away form him for now - to try and approach now is a BIG mistake, he won't respond to me.
I know, said I was leaving his Life, but due to not getting a response to that last email I sent did a slow cut-off instead of a quick one and as a result.......well read the above.
His Birthday is coming up on April 2 - originally I canceled the order for a gift but due to recent events, I went and sent him something. Because he hasn't heard from me at all since the last email, it'll be a surprise - more than likely he probably thinks (IF he thinks of me at all) I forget it and or am gone.
I put on the card to please email me and that I was still waiting and hoping to hear from him.
He knows I have a LJ, wish he would read it.
That little bitch is just using him for her own means - doesn't love him, she never did but I'm sure she's told/lied to him that she does, fucking little whore!!!
If only he and I lived in the same area, hell the same timezone - I wish he would/could hear me.
Took this quiz - oh the irony of what I got -

Congratulations! You're a kitsune baby!!! Wily,
cunning, seductive, vampiric, femenine, and
possibly gay (yay!)... There are a thousand
adjectives we could use to describe this
sexy/furry critter. Kitsune are some of the
more powerful spirits out there, and you're one
of 'em! (At least figuratively). These
shapeshifting spirits love to cast illusions on
weary humans and love seducing those big burly
samurai and emperors into doing whatever it is
they want. Go you!
What Japanese Creature are you?
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