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May. 1st, 2003 12:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zimon66No matter how bad it gets, I still love Kitsune - yet I wish there was a way to end it, to cut out my heart and throw it into the deep freeze and stop the pain.
I'm not the type to love just anybody - to me it's something very special you don't do it with just anybody and as a result in my almost 37 years can count on one hand with some fingers missing the guys I truly loved.
So it's the real thing when I tell someone I love them, but thanks to the majority being so bloody flip with this most important of emotions that when most people get the real thing they don't realize what it is that they have.
It's not fair - I know love is so precious and it's to be given to someone special, not tossed out like breadcrumbs into a fish pond, so I'm very careful with it and treat it with a great deal of respect. Meanwhile the majority squander it left and right, no thought or regard about sucking all the meaning out of it for whatever selfish purpose until it's about as special as a toaster, just something to be used.
So why am I the one who's being punished?
I'm not the type to love just anybody - to me it's something very special you don't do it with just anybody and as a result in my almost 37 years can count on one hand with some fingers missing the guys I truly loved.
So it's the real thing when I tell someone I love them, but thanks to the majority being so bloody flip with this most important of emotions that when most people get the real thing they don't realize what it is that they have.
It's not fair - I know love is so precious and it's to be given to someone special, not tossed out like breadcrumbs into a fish pond, so I'm very careful with it and treat it with a great deal of respect. Meanwhile the majority squander it left and right, no thought or regard about sucking all the meaning out of it for whatever selfish purpose until it's about as special as a toaster, just something to be used.
So why am I the one who's being punished?
