*sigh*

Long story short, things not going good with Kitsune. I don't matter to him and I'm probably going to have to break it off pretty soon.

I don't want to do this, he's VERY special to me - it's rare that I love anyone. But as much as he matters to me, I don't to him. Wish it was different, but it's not. Going to send off an email soon, if he doesn't tell me EXACTLY what he wants - it's over. I can't keep going on with this pain - thought when I told him a couple of weeks back how I truly felt about him everything would work out, fall into place, both be happy, etc.,. - it didn't, for me anyway.

The sad part is, although I know full well that this is Reality and sometimes the worst curse to come out of Pandora's Box is "Hope", I'm still wishing/hoping for a Hollywood movie ending "Happily ever after" and yet know it's not going to happen.

Probably be back to being 100% single soon - not that I'm looking, just making a statment.

*sigh*

Long story short, things not going good with Kitsune. I don't matter to him and I'm probably going to have to break it off pretty soon.

I don't want to do this, he's VERY special to me - it's rare that I love anyone. But as much as he matters to me, I don't to him. Wish it was different, but it's not. Going to send off an email soon, if he doesn't tell me EXACTLY what he wants - it's over. I can't keep going on with this pain - thought when I told him a couple of weeks back how I truly felt about him everything would work out, fall into place, both be happy, etc.,. - it didn't, for me anyway.

The sad part is, although I know full well that this is Reality and sometimes the worst curse to come out of Pandora's Box is "Hope", I'm still wishing/hoping for a Hollywood movie ending "Happily ever after" and yet know it's not going to happen.

Probably be back to being 100% single soon - not that I'm looking, just making a statment.