Today ends on a sour note!!!
Mar. 31st, 2004 10:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zimon661) Gremlins are currently running amuck in LJ and some of my icon pics just flat-out don't work and trying to delete and re-upload them is also not working. One brightspot in this, gives me an excuse to use the icon of a chainsaw welding Luke Valentine going after Alucard that was created by my request by ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
kyoryokunazo who's gotten Hellsing Icon Happy - LOL!!!
2) "LJ Drama" - http://ljdrama.org/ - is no more:( - unless it's a April Fool's joke and if that's the case it's NOT funny at all period!!!
3) Let somebody get my hopes up again) and of course it leads to disappointment (again).
4) Am tired of people implying what fun we'll have together and then wind-up doing it by myself.
5) If you want to be entertained 24/7 - get out the phonebook, go to the yellow pages and find yourself a fricking clown to hire!!!
6) In the previous post&comments, have a idea to "RPG for One", but am having second thoughts on this because it's so damn sad - suppose to play with other people, not by yourself. However, if I don't try this then what other chance will I have to RPG Luke Valentine and this great idea on bringing him back from the dead?
7) There's an animal deep inside, as usually it wants out and as usually it can't - hate feeling the frustration. This is one reason why I want to do the "RPG for One" it's a means of acting out.
I've been numerous times in the past emotionally jerked around and as a result am hyper-sensitive - if I feel that I am ever so slighty being "used" I can and do react and I am reacting right now!!!
Shouldn't have to juggle kittens to get attention from others - but sometimes that's how it feels - I'm only interesting if I am interesting.
kyoryokunazo who's gotten Hellsing Icon Happy - LOL!!! 2) "LJ Drama" - http://ljdrama.org/ - is no more:( - unless it's a April Fool's joke and if that's the case it's NOT funny at all period!!!
3) Let somebody get my hopes up again) and of course it leads to disappointment (again).
4) Am tired of people implying what fun we'll have together and then wind-up doing it by myself.
5) If you want to be entertained 24/7 - get out the phonebook, go to the yellow pages and find yourself a fricking clown to hire!!!
6) In the previous post&comments, have a idea to "RPG for One", but am having second thoughts on this because it's so damn sad - suppose to play with other people, not by yourself. However, if I don't try this then what other chance will I have to RPG Luke Valentine and this great idea on bringing him back from the dead?
7) There's an animal deep inside, as usually it wants out and as usually it can't - hate feeling the frustration. This is one reason why I want to do the "RPG for One" it's a means of acting out.
I've been numerous times in the past emotionally jerked around and as a result am hyper-sensitive - if I feel that I am ever so slighty being "used" I can and do react and I am reacting right now!!!
Shouldn't have to juggle kittens to get attention from others - but sometimes that's how it feels - I'm only interesting if I am interesting.
