zimon66 | Nope, not dead yet.

Went offline for a few days again however it wasn't because of the vampire couch (thanx to all for concerns about me and the evil piece of furniture in the previous post), but something far more important.

Had a falling out recently with someone who needed to understand that "friend doesn't mean toy". This isn't something that happened overnight, been going on for a number of months now.

I tried to talk things over a few times but I wasn't being listen to nor taken seriously - my feelings didn't seem to matter at all.

So, said something final on Monday night but also made the offer of a second chance of friendship (with the stipualtion of not trying not to repeat previous treatment of me) but it was up to her to decide and to take as much time to mull it over.

Thought if I stayed offline, would make it easier for her to think.

But it looks like that was pointless to do - I probably should have put down a time limit for the decision, but no I had to be "Stupid nice person sporting faith that it would all be OK".

Or maybe once again I'm not being listen to nor taken seriously.......or maybe my friendship really didn't matter after all.

Throwing away a friendship because of some no-talent and his phony bunch - smart move not.

At least I've gotten over most of the hurt, anger, and feeling used - still miss her but that's receeding.

Maybe she'll read this post........or maybe not.

I should quit caring about this.