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zimon66My oh so clever way of saying "Am very frustrated, but can do little if anything about it."
Part of this stems from my being offline for a few days again due to being too tired again. I HATE being out of the loop - makes me feel like less a friend to you guys.
Did skim thru the past posts on my FL and it's good to see no one has exploded Scanners style, been kidnapped by Martians, mutated into giant insects, turned into flesh eating zombies, etc.,.
The other part of my frustration is the Hellsing rpgs I'm in. Am upset with myself for getting annoyed with other's lack of participation, then I turn around and don't post for awhile.
This is going to change, I got some great (at least I think they're great) ideas for the GJ Hellsing. Just a matter of writing them up. If there is one positive thing about suffering from the lack of sleep, it's the amazing brainstorms I get.
Last but not least, going to make a REAL effort to get enough (and proper) sleep. Don't want to be a slug anymore, it's interfering with my life - work performance is suffering, house/gardenwork hardly been done, avoiding you guys, contacts not comfortable after a few hours, overall negative attitude - I'm tired of being tired!!!
Part of this stems from my being offline for a few days again due to being too tired again. I HATE being out of the loop - makes me feel like less a friend to you guys.
Did skim thru the past posts on my FL and it's good to see no one has exploded Scanners style, been kidnapped by Martians, mutated into giant insects, turned into flesh eating zombies, etc.,.
The other part of my frustration is the Hellsing rpgs I'm in. Am upset with myself for getting annoyed with other's lack of participation, then I turn around and don't post for awhile.
This is going to change, I got some great (at least I think they're great) ideas for the GJ Hellsing. Just a matter of writing them up. If there is one positive thing about suffering from the lack of sleep, it's the amazing brainstorms I get.
Last but not least, going to make a REAL effort to get enough (and proper) sleep. Don't want to be a slug anymore, it's interfering with my life - work performance is suffering, house/gardenwork hardly been done, avoiding you guys, contacts not comfortable after a few hours, overall negative attitude - I'm tired of being tired!!!
