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zimon66My oh so clever way of saying "Am very frustrated, but can do little if anything about it."
Part of this stems from my being offline for a few days again due to being too tired again. I HATE being out of the loop - makes me feel like less a friend to you guys.
Did skim thru the past posts on my FL and it's good to see no one has exploded Scanners style, been kidnapped by Martians, mutated into giant insects, turned into flesh eating zombies, etc.,.
The other part of my frustration is the Hellsing rpgs I'm in. Am upset with myself for getting annoyed with other's lack of participation, then I turn around and don't post for awhile.
This is going to change, I got some great (at least I think they're great) ideas for the GJ Hellsing. Just a matter of writing them up. If there is one positive thing about suffering from the lack of sleep, it's the amazing brainstorms I get.
Last but not least, going to make a REAL effort to get enough (and proper) sleep. Don't want to be a slug anymore, it's interfering with my life - work performance is suffering, house/gardenwork hardly been done, avoiding you guys, contacts not comfortable after a few hours, overall negative attitude - I'm tired of being tired!!!
Part of this stems from my being offline for a few days again due to being too tired again. I HATE being out of the loop - makes me feel like less a friend to you guys.
Did skim thru the past posts on my FL and it's good to see no one has exploded Scanners style, been kidnapped by Martians, mutated into giant insects, turned into flesh eating zombies, etc.,.
The other part of my frustration is the Hellsing rpgs I'm in. Am upset with myself for getting annoyed with other's lack of participation, then I turn around and don't post for awhile.
This is going to change, I got some great (at least I think they're great) ideas for the GJ Hellsing. Just a matter of writing them up. If there is one positive thing about suffering from the lack of sleep, it's the amazing brainstorms I get.
Last but not least, going to make a REAL effort to get enough (and proper) sleep. Don't want to be a slug anymore, it's interfering with my life - work performance is suffering, house/gardenwork hardly been done, avoiding you guys, contacts not comfortable after a few hours, overall negative attitude - I'm tired of being tired!!!
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Date: Jun. 13th, 2005 07:27 am (UTC)But I'm glad you're back now ::CLINGS::
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Date: Jun. 13th, 2005 04:00 pm (UTC)Except I got v1, shro-shro.
then I decided to get a narnia icon. =/
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Date: Jun. 13th, 2005 01:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: Jun. 13th, 2005 04:01 pm (UTC)which will hopefully spark more participation.
I think a lot of people are tired of being tired too. I've got the same problems. But hey, only one more (half) day left for me and lots of hopping around with people! Not that that relates to anything.
/ramble.
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Date: Jun. 14th, 2005 06:02 am (UTC)Don't blame you for being tired. It seems like highschoolers today are getting saddled sometimes with too much work.
Glad to see you back in.....
Date: Jun. 13th, 2005 07:56 pm (UTC)Um, I was offered 'eternal life' but I said 'maybe later':)
Re: Glad to see you back in.....
Date: Jun. 14th, 2005 06:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: Jun. 13th, 2005 11:15 pm (UTC)I'd like to hear your RP-Ideas :D
-the other brother xD
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Date: Jun. 14th, 2005 05:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: Jun. 14th, 2005 09:42 pm (UTC)BUT BEWARE- for it is full of angst D: