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Feb. 11th, 2003 10:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zimon66It's rare when I'll trust somebody enough with my deepest feelings - what a minute, I never trusted anybody enough to do that.
Which is probably why I'm sitting here with tears streaming down my face feeling hurt and stupid. I can go on and on about the "hurt and stupid", but what lies behind it.......all I can do is beat around the bush. Why? - to spare someone else's feelings.
So here I am putting myself thru a private Hell because I really care about somebody to avoid putting them on the spot.
Love isn't easy, it NEVER is.
Getting closure, also next to impossible.
Might as well have asked for the Holy Grail, would have been far easier to get.
If this was a Hollywood movie, everything would be resolved in a timely fashion and there'd be a happy ending for everyone involved.
This isn't a movie, it's Reality!!!
Which is probably why I'm sitting here with tears streaming down my face feeling hurt and stupid. I can go on and on about the "hurt and stupid", but what lies behind it.......all I can do is beat around the bush. Why? - to spare someone else's feelings.
So here I am putting myself thru a private Hell because I really care about somebody to avoid putting them on the spot.
Love isn't easy, it NEVER is.
Getting closure, also next to impossible.
Might as well have asked for the Holy Grail, would have been far easier to get.
If this was a Hollywood movie, everything would be resolved in a timely fashion and there'd be a happy ending for everyone involved.
This isn't a movie, it's Reality!!!
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Date: Feb. 12th, 2003 01:16 pm (UTC)